update!haha.

hey!!!whuts up,people. oh,it's been 5 months since my last post..yes, it is, pretty long ago eh. hmm...i knew i've been busy lately, lots of assignment hittin' non-stop and due to the earthquake recently in christchurch,the sec. term become a bit compact. Besides all these stuffs, i've been busy with hari raya which fills the slots of my weekend with open houses, oh,the one month raya gonna end soon,better get the puase 6 going. I guess the best part of my life now, is that i'm getting to know a gurl, my junior back in school. yeah,we get from merely invisible friends in facebook before and now it's getting a bit tight. oh yea..maybe sounds a bit crazy but i think i'm starting to fall for her,proved the incident yesterday about her status thingy which dragged much of my concern,just a highlight of how i turn to care..oh,it's all gud and fine, i knew she's been honest all the way, i never casted a doubt about it. oh yea, i really wanted to come back home and meet her but in the meantime let's see how it goes, it's all depends on my practical work app. hmm..since the increase of gst from 12.5% to 15% here in new zealand, i feel like selling my skyline coz it drinks so much fuel. ok, fuel price rising up from 171.3 dollar (mobil) to 180.3 dollar per liter, 9 cent per liter! can't afford it anymore,haha. i might find a car which consume less oil- a 1.6/1.8 car will do.

ok, that's it, my current situation,hope everything's going great. peace.

though miles may lie between us we are never far apart,
for love doesn't count miles;it's measured by the heart

-copied from her,haha.

I'm 21. thanks!

It’s just a few hours before I can say I’m 21. When I was a kid I start to image what will I be when I reached twenty ish, and now I find myself on the right track, the track that’s always appears on my dream and on the planner outlined in my head years ago. I’d grown up listening to rap song and that’s the time when too phat hit radio airplay staples. These rap can affect the minds of youth today in such a positive way and I believe in magical words that groove me today. I used to be a kiddo which obsessed with badminton that I keep on hittin’ shuttle to each corners of the court everyday and dream to be the national player one day. Things are better now than ever before, i'm on my way of being a chemical engineer,I’d confidence in myself and never hesitate when it deals with my dreams. I put the most effort in it and aim for the best. I believe I’m the best around, word is bond. I’m not a superstar and I never claimed to be one. I’m just myself and it is self explanatory. There were times I feel like I can't win,my heart is screaming although nobody can hear my cries but I got up again and I hand the game thanks Allah for making it possible every time I faced obstacles and plights. I live with pressure coz it’s a force that always push me to put efforts in study and others. I knew, peeps can’t stop hating sumtimes when you're on top of them, so they talking and gossiping like "we gotta top you". It’s normal then,coz we’re human and not dancers which dance to the tune and never skip a beat. Human make errors and these errors tell us to be better and that’s why I tell myself to always keep my feet to the ground. Ok, forget the ugly days homie, life goes on and just keep your head up, even when right goes wrong, we never see the future but the things meant to be is the best for every of us, it's always the time to crack a lil' smile and celebrate what you believe in. To my parents, thanks for the birthday present (skyline R33) but the bigger thanks is for the love,being my closest friends, always were supportive whatever it was about and thank you both for believing never casted a doubt, I need you like i need the air that I breathe. All I hope for now is to keep doing you proud. These also goes to my beloved siblings and long,still remember those time when i was a kid and each time we spend together till present,I cherish those moments. The biggest present ever is from Allah the almighty for still givin’ me the chance to wake up every morning with my heart still pumping the blood through my veins all over my body and make me alive. Ok, not to forget my teachers that make my dream possible,friends and my besties for be gud to me, I won’t ask a party for me, just that I hope our ukhuwah is the one that leads to taqwa and last forever, the love never ceased.

Somebody told me once that patience is a virtue and true love is worth waiting for although it might just hurt you. If it comes right back, which means it’s truly destined. I promise to hold back the tears, never says never.

I take inspiration from the past heinous situation and creating meditation for my own tribulations. For every dark nite, there’ll be a bright day after that,so no matter how hard it get, sticks your chance out,keep your head up and handle it.

I’m just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.

CAPE bbq.

I'd join a bbq specially made for 1st pro Chemical and Process Student (CAPE) student on 17th March. yes, i'm glad that i'm apart of it. ok,it started at 5.00pm but i came a bit late, dealing with some emotions back in the crib,haha. The weather is a bit chilly even it's a pretty bright day. The food was great and the gud thing about it is that it's halal and ya can take as much as ya want. however,i don't really eat a lot that time as quite busy chitty chat with some mates. Anyway, it's not just a boring bbq, these seniors had a plan an initiation for us! We're a divided into groups of 7-8 and each of us need to do some crazy stuff by turn. there are about 5 check points.

check point 1- run about 100m then quickly drink a green nasty like juice which is a blend of some stuff. there're also a layer of brownish mud ish which i was urge to swallow it.

check point 2- put your head on a 1.5m mop stick then spin(run) around it 10 rounds,no pause. then, while in dizzyness, make a wooolie poolie 3 times.

check point 3-a quiz is given and even you get it right, you'll get two lollies ish which is actually a greet paintball pellet, taste dizgusting . luckly,it's non-toxic,someone swallowed it,haha.

check point 4- push up 10 times while being splashed and sprayed with some water.

check point 5- take a spoon of hot tobasco sauce. crazy hot like hell.

This is done in few fraction of second as other group members are waiting for their turn (by passing on the yellow helmet).

Overall, we had fun.

prep

Yeah, already got a room, a nice one, it was like 6m x 6m and fully furnished. Actually,it was quite easy to find a room, just that I’m not really searching for it. Oh, really miss my family back in Malaysia, we spent all the gold time together, it was lovely when everything was crazy cool and went all way smooth and sweet like candy, I smile. Ok, the first four nites I slept at a friend house before having my bed with my blue duvet and a bouncy pillow. Last Wednesday, I'd complete my enrolment and I’m eager to start my second year as a chemical engineer student, sumthing great awaiting for me,I guess and I can’t wait to deal with it. Besides all the lectures, I got 4 hours lab all day, and it was interesting to notice the fact that I’m a busy man this year, everyday like 9am-5pm,babe,such a motivating fact. Anyway, the gud thing is that I’d geared up mentally to face all this and what’s next is to get my bag with all the books and note pads, my alarm fully functioning, my focus back on and pushin’ my laziness away real far. I feel like I pretty much moved by all this prep that I’ve forgotten about love. Ok,they say, junior s are here and what’s your step, get one hook up,man. I was like is there a chance to get back into love when there are more guys than gurls came,haha. Ok, a bunch of junior came around singlin’ minglin’ fresh and hot from oven baked but I don’t rush to the pretty gurls and say,just call me by my name and no abang eh coz I’m a cool man, am i. Somehow, one question triggered, should I give a shit about it. Once again, summer break is about to reach the end but I’m glad that I have a great time.

p/s: oh, last week me and my batch went to sumner to celebrate our anniversary here, it's great to get our latest post there. one single scoop of caramel,please...dope.

Just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.

check in

It's 8th feb 2010, these 3 months passed and flew away real quick. ok, tonight, 9.30pm, i'll be heading back to christchurch,again for study ish, of course. my summer break almost reach it's end. I'd just begin to pack up stuffs into my luggage, not tryin' to highlight how gud i'm on doing these last minute work but what imma say is that i don't feel like going back yet, nahmean. alotta thoughts playin' in my mind, not that i'm worried of what i'll be facing over there, just that my heart feels heavy as stone, got to admit, this holiday is real awesome, gonna miss all the gud time here esp those with my beloved fam. how i wish all the gud moments never end. oh, not going to write long, wanna continue packing up stuff and enjoy these last precious moments. love.