reply

erm..ya guys knew that i'm not about replying all your texts or if i do replyed, its a bit tardy and i'm really sori for that. it's like somethin' rare if ya can chat with me all nite long, without a pause coz i usta left the conversation ended with question. it has been few time where i missed few big chances due to not/late replying texts. i believe this happened to me since early this year and i don't really know why. hey, could anyone tell me. now, i'm searching the exact antidot to cure this disease out and avoid it from letting it to be a bad habit of me. owh, yeah,Imma make this clear and state here that from this sec. onwards, i'll try to reply all texts so please don't ever hesitate to send me a msg or buzz me up anytime. i'll now reply ya guys comments on my blog posts and start droppin' comments on yours.

verse1.mp3 (ii)

Its that like i told you folks, done with the sec verse, quite funny all the wordy went up in my mind while i'm about to sleep 2.12am yesterday. its all gud till few hours ago when i clicked a link, letting all the lines goes missing coz forgot to save it,damn. somehow, here you go, sec. verse of the story.

Verse 2

The prob is you never say love till jan 12
after making my heart broken small pieces
and turn my head all around, messes
oh god, atleast i love hear you confess
you want me more than my cash
i thought it was just a dream
till then i knew i'm not your top cream
i'm just rollin' over a slippy stream
ever since i felt like fallin'
down to the earth, too deep creepin'
spirits rushin' nowhere,love's in the damp air
leavin' my heart flee away and fly
meet mr west touching up the sky
its just a tale-sign, i don't get where to draw the line
some said glory back up standing after failin'
yeah, it is,while creatin' some chances in
peepin' for a gud kick-start, new beginning
coz i adore to see some changes comin'
and acknowledge that you'd tryin'
witness your two lil eyes are fryin'
oh yes, after one or two nites cryin'.
hope these wishes could steal
takeaway my pain and whip back still.

Just Forreal,
Zairi Zazli

verse1.mp3

Verse1

Look for me! Young, B
Cruisin down the westside - high, way
Doing what we like to do - our, way
Eyes behind shades, this necklace the reason
all of my dates been blind dates
But gud news today, I got my best girl with me
A cute lil gurl, with a big smile no shady,
Only time we don't speak is during "Sex and the City"
She gets Carrie fever, but soon as the show is over
She's right back to being my lover
Coz mami's a rider, and I'm a roller
Put us together, how they gonna stop both of us?
coz whenever she lacks, I'm right over her shoulder
and even when I'm off track mami keep me focused
So please girl, don’t roll, lets have a stroll
To the place we usta to be, to the one place we’re from
It’s the time when you and me is one fam
lock this down in ya mind like it supposed to be
We don’t even care bout what they sayin’
Coz ---- that, its just you and me, hola!

Don't get wrong,not that i have my gurl now,haha, till the moment i'm writing this, its all ain't true, but we'll see. Lookin' for the sec. verse to come, hopefully with a nice chorus. Anyone....hehe.

Hari Raya Aidiladha.

Its been a while since my last post and those pal viewers were askin' for another one, and here it is. Its summer and its almost a month away since final year exam, hoping for the best for it to be. Its been now one fourth of the score and hope for better ish next year. I'm now in PJ for my summer break and its gud to be back home, how I miss all the great things here. Too much to say, to much to reminice, too much not to forget on how much I learn about livin'. Its been times where I felt weary and real tired out of all the ish I faced but it taught me a lot, I knew it. Back to theme of this raya aidiladha- sacrifice, I believe its somethin' worth doing for ya dream and love. I bet you hear this ish during talks and tazkirah back then but its all gud and you'll realise how important sacrificing is esp when you'd achieved ya goal one day. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all homies, peeps, click, bros and even those who aint know me, have a gud one, people!
p/s : just had takbir raye with my whole beloved family and can't say a word to describe how cool the flings running through my vein and get me awake.

to those related

Yeah, it's exam. prolly whut people used to do besides study this time around is minta maaf, kn.
It's been like 8 months since the day I stepped my foot here in new zealand, i didn't quite realised it's been this long. 8 month, guys! maybe I spent alotta time mostly studying, crackin' jokes and doing thangs with those in my batch and friends around here or just stayin' at my crib relaxin'. I'll say it was awesome! many people thought that i've changed by now, but i truly say that i'm just the same cat that you usta meet smashin' shuttles and hittin' ball on each corner of the courts years ago, yeah,the same old. I might have turned wiser as i grew up in many kinds of environments, met lotta people which some mind are simple but some just grind my temple and bullies as well as metador. I'm taking my time out just to ask for appologize as this might be the best time i have, i don't really know whuts going to be tomorrow. As i bustin freestyle flows and kept spittin' words while chattin' and unconsciously heart your heart, tellin' lie or even take advantage of ya, pardon any of my curses, i'm so sorry, i'm learning to better. to those people that just wanna let me down and plot for my fall, it just happened a fractions of second before i step up and move on. anyway, just to say, i'd forgived you guys, put a smile on ya face,haha. this post might seems a bit emotional but yeah it's my blog, you have nothin' to claim. this is my last post in this comin' 2 weeks time, study time.

yeah, this is a verse for my lovely batch, created months ago
- the juniors 09, we're just so gud!!

If I ever have one word to say,
I’ll say love as what it means to me
It means to you the same,
For the journey we began,
The same end, we end,
I still mesmerise when we meet together,
First sight of you causing exhilaration,
Pardon me; I shouldn’t make it a question,
We’re such one perfect team, ain’t no better
Laughers and screams joy we at do remember,
24 in a group, we’re like 48, what a loop,
Tail back to the spot
Alotta people think it’s been candy, sweet and dandy
yeah, it can be, minus all the envy
Jealousy from the eyes that sees
‘Batching’ they call, please just give us a shot,
To forget what’s achieved, it’s kinda lot
In solitude, I hope this never end,
Our friendship, relationship, we hold it neat,
Hoping this will remain to keep
In our memories till the time we sleep
I think of this rhyme special for you
Don’t forget us in whatever we do,
While give a blast when we at it,
And this time I really mean to say it.

I'm just for real,
Zairi Zazli.

regulate.

Yesterday i heard a song 'regulate' by warren g is plyin' on the small tv on the gym and the day before i thought of doing some changes in my daily routines and now i'm about to do it. yeah, there are about 12 days before exams started. here's the changes that i guess will make my study going better-

1. sleep at 1am and wake up up at 6am, tido once a day,jgn lbh.
pros -can perform subuh prayer dgn niat adaan bkn qada' lg.
-fresh! bangga bgn awal will make my day.
-rezeki dtg time awal pagi, so, just go for it!

2. gym only once in 3 days
pros - let my muscles rest, use it for study and not chatting,ok.
- avoid get exhausted, this one trjadi kalo buat hardcore nyer.
-bg chance kat member laen work out!haha.

3. drink air paip byk, don't add sugar and flava to it.
pros - this one keeps my mind relax and cool, gud for study.
- jimat la bro. skrang mcm dh broke je,haha.

4. cook for lunch + dinner,
pros - avoid wasting time in kicthen, go study!

5. stop listen to jiwang + songs
pros - not good for your health.
- boss playa got nothing to do with it, forget and forgive, easy.
-thing's will never change, just deal with the fact.
- baik dgr lagu raps- awesome source of energy.

6. pkl 5-6pm for sports!
pros - mingle around, awek pun dpt, peluh pun dpt, free lg.
- atlet mane bleh tak brsukan, yeah, eager to do some ball hittin'.

That's pretty much all i guess, really hope this will help me catchin' up and to pull off for the exam. gud luck to myself and you.

A tale to tell

Its a turning tide, lovers at a great divide

Why d'you laugh When I know that you hurt inside?

Why'd you say It's just another day, nothing in my way

I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay

Its a tell-tale sign,

You don't know where to draw the line

Why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside

Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say

Puase lah..

This one kinda funny, just new that over here when the raya is diff from malaysia, you'll get to choose either to raya which one, or both perhaps (duit raya lbh sket..). yeah, it's kinda dissapointing when those people yang pegi tgk anak bln, didn't even see the shadow of it, so with an opened heart, i choose to puase one more day, extra, useful to cover some sins while puase kat sini, everyday cuci mata, sin ape..erm..maybe if i join the anak bln team, mst before arrived at the top, i dah spot pun,haha, saje nak raya esok, bkn mls puase but i just love to raya the same day as my beloved family and all clicks in malaysia, i've saved the best for the last, i started to listen to these classic raye songs since yesterday so that i'll get the flings to say hello to syawal,smile, anyway..i'm just fine with this one extra day puase, best ape, i guess my hotlink num mst dh full with the fancy sms raye by now, miss to read them all. real miss my family in PJ, waiting for the raye cards and raya pics. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin, wait for my call (time pagi raya, 10am) Love!

turnin' edge

I have emotion to let out. It just appeared seriously few seconds ago. this is not the love story which I should have posted before this come out. I just feel that I've been too relax this sem, maybe I thought that yeah, a few weeks around the exam, I'll catch up as what i did in the first sem, where the results is not bad as the syllabus is quite easy anyway, this time is pretty diff, the syllabus is getting harder and I'm still take it easy, watching movies, chitty chat all nite, yeah I get it now, this week online quiz which I supposed to get it done by the past 12.00am gives me a feedback on what I've been doing this sem, no one reminds about this quiz, it's ok you guys might being busy doing your thang, nice..keep it up. I have a great fling that this might be the time to catch up, don't get real suprised if I turned to be kinda busy lately...

Just Forreal,
Zairi Zazli.

Us

I don't even thought that my batch here will be as small as what you guys can see now, 24 is not even a big number..one of the reason is that maybe I'm hoping that as the community get larger, so do the number of gurls,right..haha. Ok..the point is that I'm no longer give a shit about this as even 24 is huge when we stay as one..I spent my past 7 months here peace and just lovely, this group is perfectly fine that makes me to admit that I'll be sad if we fight among each other, stay united please..this is not about my stay but our stay. We should live in one story.



P/S: yeah...hoping to see two four again next year.

Bazar 'special'

Some said the best part of fasting is when breakfast and sahur, no doubt I totally agree with that,haha. As I'm here in New Zealand, I started to damn miss all the foods which usta be a must for me to have at both moments. Bazar ramadhan which seems common by most of us turned to be 'special' for me these days,hehe. luckily, the malays over here had organised mini bazar ramadhan and I had the change to get there and buy some of the 'special' foods such as roti john, murtabak and some malay kuih,nice! wokeh, gud job all of us! -those buyers and sellers..

Life back in AUSMAT

Even since I was a kid, I’ve think about this, getting to pursue my study overseas, with an aim to get back to UK, yeah, I’ve been there for years and it was real beautiful. 15th Feb. 2009, the day had come and gives me such a blast, the reason is the years I’ve been working hard to achieve this, and now I can smile, Alhamdulillah! Here I am in New Zealand. It might seems kinda late to post this out but as this thing flashed through my mind at the moment, so I just wrote it down. 1.5 years in INTEC (preparation)was the time when I has too much soul and faith, even now I can’t believe what I’ve been done, I keep on studying and studying till I realised it was almost 1.5 year and time to seat for the SSABSA exam which is one of my big success. What I want to highlight is my determination, it has changes me a lot, from quite a playful student back in school to someone that takes things seriously especially in study, I intentionally forget about getting in love, playing tricks and fools with my mates, hanging up in clubs till dawn, mastering stupid games and else..too much to list. Even my parents was surprised of the changes in me,I started to wake up early in the morning during holidays and sleep late due to doing some revisions, amazing!, they praised me a lot, and I take it as a motivation, thank you. I still remember the pressure that causes worries in me and my mates when seeing one of us being on the study desk, we usta compete among ourselves and our classmate as we’re all ranked according to our performance which determined our results at the end of the year, we studied till 2am usually everyday, which is about 4-5 hours in a row and this really happened especially days before test and when completing assignments. As time goes by, I start to learn how slick or thick I am, I still can’t even say that I’m among the best man you knew which I usta to believe in the past times, as there were plenty much better than me that I’d met and not to forget Allahuakhbar. At time I jotted this down, I would like to remind myself that what I’d achieved is a gift from Allah and from my hard works and times, making me to realised how lucky I am to have his opportunity so that I won’t take it for granted. I believed this was just the early steps in my life as there will be a lot more I’ll faced.

P/S : Happy independent Day, Malaysians, lets live in harmony!

Just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.

Intro

I go by the name Zairi. This might seems like i'm new in blogging but i'mma tell you that this is my second blog, don't front. I'm thinkin' of making this a supa-dupa, cool, extraordinary one which is updated with full pack stories, opinions, my pourin' heart thingy, and those things that's happenin' around me and prolly you which I keen on and amazed to have my touch on it, getting cool,right, looking up for your suppory anyway. see ya, shizzowphrenic, very nice to meet ya.

Just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.