I'm 21. thanks!

It’s just a few hours before I can say I’m 21. When I was a kid I start to image what will I be when I reached twenty ish, and now I find myself on the right track, the track that’s always appears on my dream and on the planner outlined in my head years ago. I’d grown up listening to rap song and that’s the time when too phat hit radio airplay staples. These rap can affect the minds of youth today in such a positive way and I believe in magical words that groove me today. I used to be a kiddo which obsessed with badminton that I keep on hittin’ shuttle to each corners of the court everyday and dream to be the national player one day. Things are better now than ever before, i'm on my way of being a chemical engineer,I’d confidence in myself and never hesitate when it deals with my dreams. I put the most effort in it and aim for the best. I believe I’m the best around, word is bond. I’m not a superstar and I never claimed to be one. I’m just myself and it is self explanatory. There were times I feel like I can't win,my heart is screaming although nobody can hear my cries but I got up again and I hand the game thanks Allah for making it possible every time I faced obstacles and plights. I live with pressure coz it’s a force that always push me to put efforts in study and others. I knew, peeps can’t stop hating sumtimes when you're on top of them, so they talking and gossiping like "we gotta top you". It’s normal then,coz we’re human and not dancers which dance to the tune and never skip a beat. Human make errors and these errors tell us to be better and that’s why I tell myself to always keep my feet to the ground. Ok, forget the ugly days homie, life goes on and just keep your head up, even when right goes wrong, we never see the future but the things meant to be is the best for every of us, it's always the time to crack a lil' smile and celebrate what you believe in. To my parents, thanks for the birthday present (skyline R33) but the bigger thanks is for the love,being my closest friends, always were supportive whatever it was about and thank you both for believing never casted a doubt, I need you like i need the air that I breathe. All I hope for now is to keep doing you proud. These also goes to my beloved siblings and long,still remember those time when i was a kid and each time we spend together till present,I cherish those moments. The biggest present ever is from Allah the almighty for still givin’ me the chance to wake up every morning with my heart still pumping the blood through my veins all over my body and make me alive. Ok, not to forget my teachers that make my dream possible,friends and my besties for be gud to me, I won’t ask a party for me, just that I hope our ukhuwah is the one that leads to taqwa and last forever, the love never ceased.

Somebody told me once that patience is a virtue and true love is worth waiting for although it might just hurt you. If it comes right back, which means it’s truly destined. I promise to hold back the tears, never says never.

I take inspiration from the past heinous situation and creating meditation for my own tribulations. For every dark nite, there’ll be a bright day after that,so no matter how hard it get, sticks your chance out,keep your head up and handle it.

I’m just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.

CAPE bbq.

I'd join a bbq specially made for 1st pro Chemical and Process Student (CAPE) student on 17th March. yes, i'm glad that i'm apart of it. ok,it started at 5.00pm but i came a bit late, dealing with some emotions back in the crib,haha. The weather is a bit chilly even it's a pretty bright day. The food was great and the gud thing about it is that it's halal and ya can take as much as ya want. however,i don't really eat a lot that time as quite busy chitty chat with some mates. Anyway, it's not just a boring bbq, these seniors had a plan an initiation for us! We're a divided into groups of 7-8 and each of us need to do some crazy stuff by turn. there are about 5 check points.

check point 1- run about 100m then quickly drink a green nasty like juice which is a blend of some stuff. there're also a layer of brownish mud ish which i was urge to swallow it.

check point 2- put your head on a 1.5m mop stick then spin(run) around it 10 rounds,no pause. then, while in dizzyness, make a wooolie poolie 3 times.

check point 3-a quiz is given and even you get it right, you'll get two lollies ish which is actually a greet paintball pellet, taste dizgusting . luckly,it's non-toxic,someone swallowed it,haha.

check point 4- push up 10 times while being splashed and sprayed with some water.

check point 5- take a spoon of hot tobasco sauce. crazy hot like hell.

This is done in few fraction of second as other group members are waiting for their turn (by passing on the yellow helmet).

Overall, we had fun.