A tale to tell

Its a turning tide, lovers at a great divide

Why d'you laugh When I know that you hurt inside?

Why'd you say It's just another day, nothing in my way

I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay

Its a tell-tale sign,

You don't know where to draw the line

Why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside

Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say

Puase lah..

This one kinda funny, just new that over here when the raya is diff from malaysia, you'll get to choose either to raya which one, or both perhaps (duit raya lbh sket..). yeah, it's kinda dissapointing when those people yang pegi tgk anak bln, didn't even see the shadow of it, so with an opened heart, i choose to puase one more day, extra, useful to cover some sins while puase kat sini, everyday cuci mata, sin ape..erm..maybe if i join the anak bln team, mst before arrived at the top, i dah spot pun,haha, saje nak raya esok, bkn mls puase but i just love to raya the same day as my beloved family and all clicks in malaysia, i've saved the best for the last, i started to listen to these classic raye songs since yesterday so that i'll get the flings to say hello to syawal,smile, anyway..i'm just fine with this one extra day puase, best ape, i guess my hotlink num mst dh full with the fancy sms raye by now, miss to read them all. real miss my family in PJ, waiting for the raye cards and raya pics. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin, wait for my call (time pagi raya, 10am) Love!

turnin' edge

I have emotion to let out. It just appeared seriously few seconds ago. this is not the love story which I should have posted before this come out. I just feel that I've been too relax this sem, maybe I thought that yeah, a few weeks around the exam, I'll catch up as what i did in the first sem, where the results is not bad as the syllabus is quite easy anyway, this time is pretty diff, the syllabus is getting harder and I'm still take it easy, watching movies, chitty chat all nite, yeah I get it now, this week online quiz which I supposed to get it done by the past 12.00am gives me a feedback on what I've been doing this sem, no one reminds about this quiz, it's ok you guys might being busy doing your thang, nice..keep it up. I have a great fling that this might be the time to catch up, don't get real suprised if I turned to be kinda busy lately...

Just Forreal,
Zairi Zazli.

Us

I don't even thought that my batch here will be as small as what you guys can see now, 24 is not even a big number..one of the reason is that maybe I'm hoping that as the community get larger, so do the number of gurls,right..haha. Ok..the point is that I'm no longer give a shit about this as even 24 is huge when we stay as one..I spent my past 7 months here peace and just lovely, this group is perfectly fine that makes me to admit that I'll be sad if we fight among each other, stay united please..this is not about my stay but our stay. We should live in one story.



P/S: yeah...hoping to see two four again next year.

Bazar 'special'

Some said the best part of fasting is when breakfast and sahur, no doubt I totally agree with that,haha. As I'm here in New Zealand, I started to damn miss all the foods which usta be a must for me to have at both moments. Bazar ramadhan which seems common by most of us turned to be 'special' for me these days,hehe. luckily, the malays over here had organised mini bazar ramadhan and I had the change to get there and buy some of the 'special' foods such as roti john, murtabak and some malay kuih,nice! wokeh, gud job all of us! -those buyers and sellers..

Life back in AUSMAT

Even since I was a kid, I’ve think about this, getting to pursue my study overseas, with an aim to get back to UK, yeah, I’ve been there for years and it was real beautiful. 15th Feb. 2009, the day had come and gives me such a blast, the reason is the years I’ve been working hard to achieve this, and now I can smile, Alhamdulillah! Here I am in New Zealand. It might seems kinda late to post this out but as this thing flashed through my mind at the moment, so I just wrote it down. 1.5 years in INTEC (preparation)was the time when I has too much soul and faith, even now I can’t believe what I’ve been done, I keep on studying and studying till I realised it was almost 1.5 year and time to seat for the SSABSA exam which is one of my big success. What I want to highlight is my determination, it has changes me a lot, from quite a playful student back in school to someone that takes things seriously especially in study, I intentionally forget about getting in love, playing tricks and fools with my mates, hanging up in clubs till dawn, mastering stupid games and else..too much to list. Even my parents was surprised of the changes in me,I started to wake up early in the morning during holidays and sleep late due to doing some revisions, amazing!, they praised me a lot, and I take it as a motivation, thank you. I still remember the pressure that causes worries in me and my mates when seeing one of us being on the study desk, we usta compete among ourselves and our classmate as we’re all ranked according to our performance which determined our results at the end of the year, we studied till 2am usually everyday, which is about 4-5 hours in a row and this really happened especially days before test and when completing assignments. As time goes by, I start to learn how slick or thick I am, I still can’t even say that I’m among the best man you knew which I usta to believe in the past times, as there were plenty much better than me that I’d met and not to forget Allahuakhbar. At time I jotted this down, I would like to remind myself that what I’d achieved is a gift from Allah and from my hard works and times, making me to realised how lucky I am to have his opportunity so that I won’t take it for granted. I believed this was just the early steps in my life as there will be a lot more I’ll faced.

P/S : Happy independent Day, Malaysians, lets live in harmony!

Just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.