Life back in AUSMAT

Even since I was a kid, I’ve think about this, getting to pursue my study overseas, with an aim to get back to UK, yeah, I’ve been there for years and it was real beautiful. 15th Feb. 2009, the day had come and gives me such a blast, the reason is the years I’ve been working hard to achieve this, and now I can smile, Alhamdulillah! Here I am in New Zealand. It might seems kinda late to post this out but as this thing flashed through my mind at the moment, so I just wrote it down. 1.5 years in INTEC (preparation)was the time when I has too much soul and faith, even now I can’t believe what I’ve been done, I keep on studying and studying till I realised it was almost 1.5 year and time to seat for the SSABSA exam which is one of my big success. What I want to highlight is my determination, it has changes me a lot, from quite a playful student back in school to someone that takes things seriously especially in study, I intentionally forget about getting in love, playing tricks and fools with my mates, hanging up in clubs till dawn, mastering stupid games and else..too much to list. Even my parents was surprised of the changes in me,I started to wake up early in the morning during holidays and sleep late due to doing some revisions, amazing!, they praised me a lot, and I take it as a motivation, thank you. I still remember the pressure that causes worries in me and my mates when seeing one of us being on the study desk, we usta compete among ourselves and our classmate as we’re all ranked according to our performance which determined our results at the end of the year, we studied till 2am usually everyday, which is about 4-5 hours in a row and this really happened especially days before test and when completing assignments. As time goes by, I start to learn how slick or thick I am, I still can’t even say that I’m among the best man you knew which I usta to believe in the past times, as there were plenty much better than me that I’d met and not to forget Allahuakhbar. At time I jotted this down, I would like to remind myself that what I’d achieved is a gift from Allah and from my hard works and times, making me to realised how lucky I am to have his opportunity so that I won’t take it for granted. I believed this was just the early steps in my life as there will be a lot more I’ll faced.

P/S : Happy independent Day, Malaysians, lets live in harmony!

Just forreal,
Zairi Zazli.