WTF

2011, i'm lost, i don't know what i'm doing, i got cheated, i lost my money, my friend ditch me, i miss home, my back neck in pain, i cried more than i laugh, i'm not enjoying my life, i barely go to class, i got bad test result....

i turn to think not to give a fuk to anyone, people are just so untrue, the only people i trust is my family, i love all of you. i see my bros and sis all having a great life, i'm proud of them and i miss you guys. i miss pouring out my problems to my mum personally. last time, i told her that i'm not enjoying my life here coz i feel not belong here. most people look up for me when they need me, i cried when my mate next door about to go back to malaysia last 2 months but this 2 months he's too busy with his life,where i'm not a part of it,haha, fuk you! i miss myself last year, i feel last year was great, i miss smiling all the time till at one time there's sumone ask me can't you stop smiling,hahah! yeah, people, life sucks and things change.

the only that caught my attention now is photography, i wanna portrait the emptiness of me through all the shutters crack and i believe this could release all the pressures hold.

till next time.

'Believe in yourself"

yes,in whutever ya do,that's the key that moves ya,

for real.

Photoshoot 1: Grafitti

22/10/2010, 6.30pm:

Ok, the plan was to go snap sum sunset views on a random beach. The driver went off the map and took us to this amazing abandoned hut (used to be a canterbury yard centre at since 1942 till prolly 10 years ago).

Whut's grafitti:

Graffiti and graffito are from the Italian wordgraffiato("scratched"). "Graffiti" is applied in ar to works of art history produced by scratching a design into a surface. The first known example of "modern style" graffiti survives in the ancient Greek city of Ephesus (wiki-not reliable enough,haha.). Now we have it all around the world, these talent should be recognized and bring forward. It's an art.

Model: Jazmie...

Lesson- set the size on camera to larger dimension (up to RAW).

-bring more mates,shirts,stuff.

-focus also on the scene,action (not only portrait) and stuff around.

p/s: make your own interpretation of these pix.

I'm Justforreal,

Zairi Zazli.

Sydney!!

Here are sum pics taken there..

NSW,sydney, 1st-5th August 2010.

At Max Breaner choc cafe. Muka mcm tak excited lgsg,haha.

The italian hot choc was superb nice.

At the paddy's market. A chinese market that sell lots of souvenirs.

Now i know, those koala i got is sumthin' cheap as.

Plan view of coogee beach. Great shot Mr.photographer.

Here we are- me,wannas,min and tawfik.

Whuts up,dude. not much people at the beach,oh yea..fasting month!haha.

After the shooting at bondi beach.

erm..plus,before the fine for the parking ticket,

sbb 2 dollar, hlg 84 dollar..haha.

Got hundreds of pics but too bad just got to pick few random ones..

Thanks for having us there..

See ya guys again next time.

update!haha.

hey!!!whuts up,people. oh,it's been 5 months since my last post..yes, it is, pretty long ago eh. hmm...i knew i've been busy lately, lots of assignment hittin' non-stop and due to the earthquake recently in christchurch,the sec. term become a bit compact. Besides all these stuffs, i've been busy with hari raya which fills the slots of my weekend with open houses, oh,the one month raya gonna end soon,better get the puase 6 going. I guess the best part of my life now, is that i'm getting to know a gurl, my junior back in school. yeah,we get from merely invisible friends in facebook before and now it's getting a bit tight. oh yea..maybe sounds a bit crazy but i think i'm starting to fall for her,proved the incident yesterday about her status thingy which dragged much of my concern,just a highlight of how i turn to care..oh,it's all gud and fine, i knew she's been honest all the way, i never casted a doubt about it. oh yea, i really wanted to come back home and meet her but in the meantime let's see how it goes, it's all depends on my practical work app. hmm..since the increase of gst from 12.5% to 15% here in new zealand, i feel like selling my skyline coz it drinks so much fuel. ok, fuel price rising up from 171.3 dollar (mobil) to 180.3 dollar per liter, 9 cent per liter! can't afford it anymore,haha. i might find a car which consume less oil- a 1.6/1.8 car will do.

ok, that's it, my current situation,hope everything's going great. peace.

though miles may lie between us we are never far apart,
for love doesn't count miles;it's measured by the heart

-copied from her,haha.